Sunday, September 15, 2019

Day 13

Day 13

1 Tbsp of Extra Virgin Olive Oil (California Olive Ranch with COOC Seal)
1/2 Tsp of Now Brand Inulin 
1 pill of Now Brand DHA-500 Fish Oil


I think I spoke too soon. 

Monica is VERY jumpy since last night.   Now, she normally gets exactly like this when her "Mother" goes about two weeks from showing up.  Exactly.  However, how can one tell?

She keeps pointing outside, and mad when I tell her no.  It rained all night, and morning, and every thing is MUD.  The good news is I think mom might show up today.  Not that I get a break or anything but it is always better when she sees mom and her sister.  

If this is an awakening, I am okay with that too.  It's not something I haven't dealt with before.  

I did order this brand from Walmart yesterday.  The estimated arrival date says 9/25.  Ten days away. Walmart is usually faster.   I have been squeezing the Now Brand DHA pills in her baby food, but the comments on the Nordic has been better.  It will be worth it to try if it promotes healing that beautiful brain.  

Once again, I want people to really understand, I don't want to change who Monica is.  She has been such a joy in my life.  And anyone that meets her, adores her.   Even if she never uses words, I am okay with that.  It's the occasional self harm. The head butting. The frustration of not being able to know what she wants because she's done trying.  Those little tweaks is my hope for her. Not to cure autism. 



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